It’s time


“IT’S TIME to tell you the truth….

Well I haven’t told you something that you should have known and now since I know that I am about to die, I think I should tell it to you…

Well you’re not an orphan, you’re my own daughter, my flesh, my blood and I’m your biological father. Your mother was a drug addict, she died when you were two days old.

I worked for the FBI’s as a special undercover agent so I couldn’t reveal my identity to everyone or else my enemies would have killed me.

I got a case that I have to save the life of ten ‘not innocent but not corrupted’ people. That time I was a bachelor. I saved their lives but one young girl was there whom I couldn’t forget. That was your mom. Due to some reason, I had to safeguard those people and spend the night with them.

Moreover I thought it will be a good chance to come closer to your mother and since then we started dating and meeting each other and then I was transferred for another case.

That time she was pregnant and couldn’t contact me due to my job. Due to my job she had to fight and protect herself. And I could not take care of her just because of my sh*t job when she needed me the most. I can never forgive myself for that.

The hospital administrator decided to send you to orphan since I, your father couldn’t be present.

Few years later I left my job and and I started working as an accountant in a multinational company. I wanted to settle down and I thought of adopting a daughter.

Even during the time of adoption I did not know that you are my own daughter. I just got one information from the orphanage and that is your mother’s name. First I did not care since there could be thousands of Jeanyh.

As you grew up, you have the same eye colour as her’s and the style of talking, sitting and walking everything match with her even a bit of your behaviour, manners, hobbies.

Since I had friends from FBI and NYPD, I ask them to help to find your biological mother and when I found out the truth I….. I could not believe that you are my daughter yes…yes…yes you are…..you are my daughter.

I was very happy that day and I celebrated that day and give a party a huge party. Since then I wanted to be the role model for my little princess but I…I’m
sor..sorry I… I couldn’t.โ€ฆโ€ฆโ€ฆbe.โ€ฆ…โ€ฆโ€ฆโ€ฆโ€ฆ”

(Crying sound)

Well I…..I……I… WHAT DID I JUST DO????????? FUCK MYSELF!!! FUCK MY LIFE!!! I’m such a piece of shit……. Had I known the truth, I would have never done that……I would have never..โ€ฆโ€ฆโ€ฆ

(Crying sound)

FBI INSPECTOR : Don’t move. Don’t move out else I have to shoot you.. Don’t move.

Jaruko: “I will not I promise.”

FBI: Good, now turn back and I’ll arrest you. Whatever you will say can be and will be…

Jaruko: I know the rest. I won’t say anything.

FBI (one of jaruko’s father’s friend): “Little did we imagine, that after being such a role model, your daughter will kill you one day……. ๐Ÿ˜ฑ And her hands will not shake.

Why did you….. Why did you not tell her the truth?? Had you told the truth, we would never have to see such a day like thisโ€ฆโ€ฆโ€ฆ What did you hain from this??? What did you gain from this? Say me… Reply …. I ask you moron …. What did you gain? Was this the reward for your bravery that was waiting for you? After all the brave deeds you did…. After saving lives of so many innocents……

~Aumii

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